Lacking drive to train

Lacking the drive. Yup, just not feeling it. When I do get to the gym I'm loving it. I feel good, strong and like I did earlier this summer. But getting to the gym is the hard part. I guess one reason is that I'm REALLY enjoying being home with the family. Another thing is that running hurts. Ever since the marathon I physically hurt after the run, be it a heel spur, sore knee...Grrrr! Not enjoying that part of getting old. I just got some new shoes so I'm hoping they will help.

Someday I'll figure out what it is inside me that I can tap into to keep the fire alive. But right now it eludes me. For now, it's new shoes. My Lord...I sound like a diva!